plan of action

i've been in a rut recently. i think the pressures of life are sometimes too overwhelming for me so i opt for numbness and procrastination instead. its been awhile coming as i've been avoiding anything important for the last couple months.

so my plan of action involved going to a life coach who has had an impact thus far. i'm still dealing with the "i don't care" feeling which may be somewhat related to my current career choice of couch potato. hopefully signing up for some basketball leagues and forcing myself to be more active will help. i really need to work on being more self-aware. i let others bring me down and it is time i stop. i want to be more kind this year, mostly kind to myself.

i look back at my history and i don't think i've ever been selfish. i usually put my needs on the back burner...bending backwards for others. but my goal for now is to fix my broken self. in this lull state i may have lost my identity. my life coach asked if i still practiced my traditional and spiritual beliefs of my culture. i was sad to say no. i really need to be more self aware. be more confident.

this is the year of the rhi.

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Bring on the year of rhi!